My dream last night seemed to be answering the question: What would life be like if I totally surrendered my self to God?

The feeling I had inside me throughout the events of the dream was a sense of inner knowingness that ruled my outer experience. (rather than the ordinary experience of circumstance determining if I had a good day, etc.)

A knowingness was all pervasive in my thoughts that I knew who I was and thus I knew who you are. The collective “you” in others, the divinity of humanity. I first spent my time on a college campus, CSUN, and just rode everyday to the campus center to watch and listen to people and finally to talk to them but hardly anyone understood me. But my life was still dedicated to this knowingness so it didn’t matter. Faith was my family, my career, I had no other obligations.

Then I found myself at a lecture by Deepak Chopra. He talked about many things including the ancient land of lemuria and how everyone has an innate power to heal themselves and others. I stayed until everyone left and somehow was able to speak to Deepak one to one.

I spoke to him to ask him if I could offer him “divine light” for ten minutes and if I could come to stay at his spiritual community in San Diego for a while. While I spoke to him a light like the sun shone from behind me and Deepak gazed into it and cried like a baby. He said: “usually at my lectures, people are so moved, that they cry. It is such a huge responsibility on me to have that kind of influence over people. Today’s lecture was so different. Now I am the one crying.”